I believe I lost something,
Before I even got it.
It felt like mine
If only for a brief moment
It felt like mine
Maybe I wanted it to badly,
Maybe I showed to much of me"""
And not enough of me
Maybe my timing was all wrong
I know the timing was just SO wrong
I had it, or least I thought I did
I had right there in my heart.
In my heart I will always have it and keep it safe.
But it's not the same
It's not the same as touching it with my hand
or feeling it touch mine.
Maybe I will give it some time
it will come back and say
OK I am yours to keep as long as your heart desires
My heart desires forever..
Maybe if I look around I will find it again
Maybe I never really had it and I just fooled myself.
Into thinking that I did, because of the desires of my heart.
But for the short while I thought I had it,
I can say that I did and still do Love it.
Why did your friend do that? Are you still friends? I thought about that and wanted to ask you. I hope to hear from you tonight.
ReplyDelete"L"
So does or did she need rescued or saved? Do you have a superwoman complex? Is that the joke about the cape hanging in your closet? (LOL)
ReplyDeleteI am so very sorry of what you must of felt like after your friend died. Did you tell "her" Did she put it all in the past for those moments to help you through your pain?
I will look for your post later tonight after you get home from work.
"L"
After talking to you last night, I thought a long time about our conversation. Since you don't have to work this Friday because it's a long weekend I would like for you to come up and stay with me. I have a good friend her and her girlfriend are having a pool party Saturday. I want to take you with me, a lot of my friends will be there I am taking the next 4 days off.
ReplyDeleteWe'll lay in the pool and drink all day and stay over night there for the party. Bring your bikini. Call me later I am home I skipped out of work about 2pm. My weekend has already started!
It's time I start new like you said and we will have a lot of fun.